.

Just for me. Writing the words down so they stop swirling.

I’ve finally hit rock bottom.

Phone turned off.

Plans canceled.

Falling off the grid.

Quite honestly wishing I could die but too responsible to do anything about it.

Because one thing that can be said for me is I always do the right thing. Even when it hurts.

So I’ll continue living this fucking shit storm but I’m done living it amongst others.

At least for now.

It’s better this way.

For everyone.

And maybe now I can try to find a way to deal. By myself. Im better at by myself.